An answer to Rabbi's "why create, just be" based on personal tragedies

Just being by oneself
Being now very painful,
Every other thing that be
Bringing that what was
sometime recently past
a coupled mode of being -- in love
e.g. with your songs --
into a stark relief of what was
and is painfully not.

Therefore create,
to create a healthier escape plan
from being in pain, not caring
for the time being at least
that eventually to be with it
better be becoming.